I know, I know, I got a new job and fell off the map. Sound familiar?
I'm officially a teleworker- aka, one who works 100% from home. Sweet! I think I've dreamed of this setup since, oh, day one of my working life. In my dreams, I had SO MUCH TIME to do stuff around the house. I'd do laundry and have a clean house and clean dishes and WOW was I ever wrong?
I WORK from the time I get back from dropping the kids at daycare (no, they can't stay here with me... I have to work!) until the time I leave to get them in the afternoon. I work through lunch daily because I have to leave to get them by 4:45, usually 4:30. Also, I have mandatory overtime, so I also have to log extra hours, usually some on the weekend, too. I realize, that we're all paid to WORK all day, but I don't have any bs'ing in the hallway or chatting about American Idol. In addition, I have a bit of a guilt complex that if someone from the office tries to reach me via instant message or phone and I'm not RIGHT THERE, then they must be dreaming of what I'm off doing. My nails? Watching daytime tv? Napping? I wish.
As far as the actual work, I love it. Every day is something new and challenging and I really enjoy it. I had no doubts about that, though.
My "office" is carved out of the playroom and I have a very nice baby fence in place to keep curious fingers away. Last week I finally got my monitor and printer setup which made a tremendous difference.
Sometimes I miss having people to talk to and sometimes I realize I'm stunting myself when I find myself stumbling over words when I do speak. Am I regressing?
This is boring, I realize, but it's what's going on with me. I'm going to get a haircut on Thursday which I need desperately since I'm approaching mullet status. My husband's co-workers are having a crawfish boil this weekend and I think I'm going to go childless so lookout! Mama's gonna have a beer or maybe even three!
I joked with C that Carter's baby-hood was documented with a real camera, and Cooper's all via cell phone. That's how I feel sometimes so I've been trying to make more of an effort since he's already SIX MONTHS OLD. If you're on my facebook, you've seen the most of him.
I'll try to do better, dear blog. Honest.